Though my main goal was to regain my confidence and running ability I had another goal. I needed to shake the attitude or clean out the mental junk drawer. The drawer had accumulated a lot of trash. Stuff I had been telling myself and negative ideas I created. Some of the biggies: I am getting old, I was never fast anyway, everything is going to hurt and a few others I can't remember. Basically a drawer full of crap! It was time to make an adjustment. Not only did I need a good training plan I needed a good mental coach. I know full well that in order for me to change the way I think I need to do things. I can't just buy into the "I'm Great" idea without action. There's a quote posted on a billboard I drive by daily that says, "A goal without a plan is just a wish". I am not able to sit down, write a bunch of positive things down, read it and believe it. I need to experience it through results and find a journey that forever cements a new outlook. I can however, clean out the drawer. I can dump the crap in the garbage and decide to be nicer to myself.
During our meeting I wanted to be clear I wasn't looking to be a better ultra runner. I was looking to be a better runner. After an initial time trial at the Nike Campus it became clear to Sean what I needed to work on. My mind was open. I left all preconceived ideas of who I was as a runner and what I've accomplished behind. I was a clean slate ready to gobble up all the advice and direction he could dish out. That is the best place to be when hiring a coach or mentor. Otherwise it's wasted money and time. After watching me run, attempt drills, sprint and move it was clear I had potential but there was work to be done. My body was off, my stride was funky, my arms didn't move and my high end cardio was absent. There were drills and bounding I couldn't even do, tests I simply failed and though frustrating I was more determined. I found loads of humor in just how stuck I had become. I was really excited to make changes......on so many levels.
The plan: I am sucker for detail. The more detail the better. The schedule was incredibly well thought out. Though nothing I've done before I was excited to give something new a try. The general phase training I was used to wasn't there, the pacing stuff wasn't there and no general periodizaiton training I could identify. In addition to the running there is strength training and drills. The goal is to improve my form, get me off my feet using drills (not shown in the schedule), fire up my fast twitch neuromuscular system and stamina. At this point my endurance was not part of the picture.
A typical week would like this.
Recovery
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7
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Conversational run w/
4 x 20m of A and B skips at end; good
day for Bikram (after run)
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Tempo
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9
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2 mi w/u + 4 x 1 mile
in 7.15 w/ 200m jog for recovery between each + 2 mi c/d
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Conversational
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8
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Recovery to
Conversational run; focus of form
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Day off
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Hills
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7
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w/ 6 x 60s runs uphill
at tempo effort w/ jog down for recovery
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Long run
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20
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Conversational w/ last
30 min a moderate to steady
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Conversational
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3
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w/ 4 x 20m of A and B
skips + 6 x 200m strides
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54
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OR
Recovery run
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5
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w/ 4 x 150m top speed
accelerations
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Fast and smooth
running
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7
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8 -12 x 400m @
1.52/400m (~7.30 pace)
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Moderate run
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9
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Conversational run
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5
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w/ 4 x 150m top speed
acclerations
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Tempo running
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7
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2 mi w/u + 4 x 8 min
at tempo effort w/ 2 min jog + 1 mi c/d
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Cross train/ride
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Long run
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10
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After 25 minutes
moderate to steady
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43
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Though the description would say recovery, tempo, etc and he had paces based my time trial those were secondary to the FEEL. This was a big road block I had to over come. I had to learn how things FELT rather than solely relying on my Garmin. I spent years using The Daniels Method for my key workouts where pace is a key, I did years of Heart Rate Training where HR was key so this FEEL thing was not easy for me. He supplied me a detailed guide defining the FEEL of each of these. I studied it trying to visualize and think about how my body would FEEL during the effort. In October when I started with Sean I used the paces as my key guide but worked very hard to adopt the ability to FEEL it, to be in my body mentally. I noticed right off, at that time, I didn't have much association with anything past easy and hard. Nothing in between had any kind FEEL association in my brain. I knew it was first because I have never looked at my training from this angle and second because my fitness would need to evolve. When I say evolve I mean my gears, different speeds or whatever you want to call it needed to be developed. In order for the speeds to have a FEEL I needed to be able to do them with more emotion than just plain hard!
Now into this for 20 weeks where I have not missed one workout I can report the changes are quite dramatic. Not only did my 1/2 marathon time come down from 8:20ish pace when I started to a 7:41 pace in January but my low end has made some huge improvements. When I started I would run my 9 mile conversational run at 9:45ish at 142 beats avg. Today I'm running my 9 mile (same route) conversational at 9:01 and 138 beats avg. Pretty freakin awesome!! My track times for 400M (8-12 intervals) were at 1:49 and now at 1:38. The proof is in the numbers. There are many other interesting adjustments or side effects this training has helped create. I'll go into that next time.
It is so fun to see improvement!!! Nice work!!! I've always thought you seem like someone with real ability that hasn't been realized speed-wise.
ReplyDeleteWow, Danni. That makes my day! Thank you. I'm gonna hold on to that idea.
DeleteI love that you are not just accepting the fact that . . . we get older . . we get slower . . we hurt more . . I feel myself in that place sometimes and its not motivating. You're going to have a great year all around ! Thanks for the inspiration !
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Ronda, dear. Ever since I've known you, which is, Gosh, 2004, you amaze me with few things. One of which is how vulnerable you are inside and yet not showing it (or others are blind and don't recognize/believe it). And how much you're willing to put work to overcome things most of us wouldn't even try to touch. Because who the heck wants to focus on weaknesses?? Anyway, way to go! Keep cranking at it, goals, dreams, breaking perceptions, aging, and other shit!
ReplyDeleteOlga, you do know me well! Thanks for your support. I am truly complicated and sometimes broken but never ever will I surrender to the notion that I can't change it. You're the same way so that's why you can see right through me :)
DeleteBingo, honey!
DeleteTrack Friday - my legs better get back to life or else!
Great post in all aspects. Can't wait to read more about what you did and how. These are huge improvements in just a short period of time. Love the attitude to forget the past, dump the junk in the trunk, and move forward with a clean board.
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